Life's Lessons

The Dancer and Essential Tune

My Curse by Killswitch Engage

My Lucid dream as depicted below with my emo language.. meant to be expressive and stark. This poem kept swirling around inside me, for days and then I really looked through the glass and saw my path… 


Relieving stressful emotions through poetry or expression is my number one coping technique. Do you have expressive coping techniques that work for you?

The “Dancer”

WE ARE

Dancing..and..

Dancing…

and… Dancing…

Under the Starrrrrssss

~Enwrapped~

All I see are stars

as I am looking for

my partner’s face.. 

which is lost in the

 darkness

I can FEEL Him…. 

and..

I know Him.

He knows me

We’ve been here before.. .

We LOVE the dance

We are Intoxicated

by OUR Dance

Moving

Twirling 


With embraced hands

moving fiercely about

Surrendered to the beat

Falling Deeper 

and Deeper

Into our Salient emotion 

Embracing.. 

Letting Go..

Falling into..

Tearing away..

I’ve surrendered to the excitement

knowing ONLY

our Dance

Proving myself inside

Our Dance

Shifting..

Touching..


Our Feet move

Faster

and Faster

and Suddenly

I cannot Keep Up!

So I Cling to the Dance

And try not to Fall


WHO AM I DANCING WITH!?

Heart fluttering I

Shift my attention 

Towards this perceived danger

.. my “partner”

Erased and Forgotten is 

my Previous Adulation….

I was Surprised..

that I’m with Him again… 

And this Dance

Is not Ours

It is Ancient

And Danced to the T

With many other partners than me

My Heart Knows..

He is Dashing!

And I’m flushed

By His Abilities

But the Hurt is returning…

I know He has Me again

His Eyes…

A “LIAR” they say,

Tearing cobwebs away

In my mind’s eye…

Who am I dancing With?

Seeing my mistake

for choosing to dance 

with him again

As He is Stronger  and

Bigger than I realized

A more skilled 

Dancer ..

Who

does not 

Love me.. NLM


Step 1

“We admitted we were powerless over destructive behavior and that our lives had become unmanageable.”
 As Written in the 12 steps and 12 Traditions, amended by NLM. 

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